Monday, September 8, 2008

Updates~

Yet another long absents before i write my post. Hehe... I am really sorry for the disappearing act but i had to cause most of the time i was busy with work. Yeah, you heard me. I was working and was kinda caught up in the work load or rather, no time to go and write a post for me neglected blog. Oh well, i guess i am back. =p

So i guess it has been two months or less or around there since i last post my last post. I know, i know, it's a long time but when you don't really want to write anything, it just won't flow. haha... The time has come that i write something to update all my readers (if there are any) what is going on in my life. hehe... Hope you will forgive this little hopping bunny. =P

Smiles are definite in my life and of course, it is not all bliss either cause as a human, life can be very cruel in a way. I don't know why but i guess it is to make us strong in a way? Ah, only God knows this and i can only depend on Him. Without Him, i wouldn't be here writing this anyway. Currently, everything is fine and soon i will be going over to Germany to continue my studies.

Time has finally caught up with the schedule of me going to Germany. Das ist sehr sehr gut. Ich bin sehr sehr gluecklich. (Translation: This is very very good. I am very very happy) Sothe details are now all filled in. I will be leaving the small port town (also known as Miri City) on Thursday which is 11th of September. Will be playing and enjoying my stay in KL. The big central of Malaysia. It will be the first time i will be there enjoying the sights and all that it can offer a little boy who seeks adventure and an awesome time.

Only time will tell if the city brag by so many if it will disappoint the little boy who is soon going over to find a very high expectation of that city. Might i be disappointed, it is just another city that i will be going through. I won't give it a too high expectation then so to not to make myself too disappointed. Better just go with the flow and accept all that it can give. The bigger your hope, the bigger the fall? I will just have to go with that for a while but you just never know, the hope that is big, will eventually be what you expected. That's what miracles are made of. The hope of hoping. :D

Then after a stay in the big city, i will be departing to Singapore for transit and then off to Germany. This is will be done on the 14th of September. I will be arriving in Germany on the 15th of September. Then it is all new, wonders, and lots more. What is to come? I have no idea but i am sure that my God will be with me as i go to both KL and Germany. Whatever that it may come, we must just be prepared and go tackle it with wackiness? haha... Okay, that's my way of dealing with some of the things, but in different situations, calls for different actions. hehe... So what may be that i would do? I have no idea but expect a weird experience i would warn. The awaken me is just about to begin. Wait until it fully awaken. hehe... :D Smile!

The journey that it took might be long, yet the way to where we are going is worth the effort and time. It might be a different place with different language. It might be hard at first but what is not when you have to deal with it the first time? It's the same. For me, God is always guiding me through and that's how i will be able to go through this hardship. I am sure there are more to come but i believe my God will be with me all the way. So yeah, I also will need all your prayers. It doesn't matter what you believe but your prayer and blessing and support will be important. I appreciate all that help and meeting all is awesome. Your friendship and support is something i will cherrish forever. Yes, the one reading this is appreciated. God bless you!

So i will soon be sleeping as it is in the late of the night that i write this post. hehe... As i love to continue writing more and more for your pleasure of reading, I am a bit tired. I would love to get to my bed and sleep now. But you know what, it's also a good thing to not write everything. It makes the time when i meet you next time to find a topic to talk about and you wouldn't know about it and i can tell you all about it. So i end this with a smile and also God blessing be upon you! :D Have fun now! :D

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Almost~

It's so sudden that i came back and still remembered how to blog. I guess it doesn't require much to remember such thing as it comes quite normally to me. hehe... Bragness!! haha..

Just ignore that~ Was just doing some silly joke and i guess it wasn't that funny cause non of you are laughing right? haha... Cool, now i am like phschic. Haha.. A very typical predictment. Not that i know if you are laughing a not but it's no harm to guess sometimes right? haha...

Well just came back to tell you loyal readers of mine that i am still alive and working. haha.. Will still be Miri for quite some time before i leave for the further education in another part of the world. Can't wait but i still have to cause that's just life as it is.

Know what? I just feel like doing something but then i don't know what that is. It's just something that i want to do but can't put it into action. A very confusing part of it. Haha.. What am i suppose to do? hehe.. Find that something that will restore that urge? Maybe restore isn't the word. Sastify would be the right word. Ah, the wonders of the heart. haha...

Currently typing this post but yet without any purpose or direction, i will just keep this short and finish it with the phrase that i like to use a lot. haha.. You guessed it. Have fun and take care! God bless! :D

Saturday, June 14, 2008

Unfinished?

Oh i wonder how long haven't i been blogging but it seems that after i checked, it has only been recently that i had blogged~ haha... So maybe i should just make this a short one cause the sudden urge to blog made me do it~ What? :p

Fine fine, i admit, i was getting a wee bit bored and i don't really know what to do. Thought i might get some reading or something but in the end, the interest just blew away. I wonder where the clouds went after the wind blew. Unsuspectingly, i went to see some art pieces on the internet and thus the interest of wanting to blog so suddenly. It's really rare that i want to blog so suddenly just by seeing art. Haha... But i think it's best for all of us since i get to write something and you get to read something! hehe... A win win situation~

So what's that i am going to talk about? What is the topic that inspired me to write a post? To tell you the truth, i don't even know. I am completely thoughtless as you are but i will write out something. Just need some time for my brain to start working and putting it into words. Hmmm, seems really dim right now but i think it will come back to me soon. Hope it will cause i am currently running out of points to write next on this paragraph. I think i should just continue what i was doing just now and maybe that will start the idea once again. Ah, who knows~ haha...

Just so you know, i was just eating lunch just now. Kinda full now if you ask me but will be hungry in a few hours time. Oh why did i say that? Isn't everyone the same? Eat something and then after don't know how many hours later, feels hungry~ Duh, this is the way of human mealtime is created. Yet i still want to know why only three times a day when we feel hungry in between those set time. So they created the in between mealtime, which i know is morning tea, afternoon tea, high tea and supper. Ah, the splendor of it all. My my, aren't we the hungry ones? hahaha.... No argue to that~

So i think that's one point so next to the other which i don't know what i want to say already. Guess it will just come to mind of when i am writing this sentence. Bah, i don't know what to say but i think the way of words will come in no time. If it doesn't then i can just close this post. Sometimes i just don't know how this works but it amazes me in a way to keep on writing some jibberish to a point where soon after i will get bored once again and not knowing what to do. Oh, i think i need some friends to get me all fired up again. Hmm, it's no wonder i don't have anything to say. I haven't been eating my crazy pills for a long time. Well maybe just a little while working. Guess i need the Big Crazy Pill for a the meantime. :D

Ah, what to do what to do? I know what i can do! Maybe i should just start playing games again and not do anything else but that will finish the game that i play and then i will be bored with nothing to do again. Ah! Someone give me a suggestion and no i don't need a hobby because i have one! haha... and i have basketball too just that the time in between has to be filled up by something and i hope you can tell me something so yeah. Thanks for the time~ BIG SMILEY FACE! :D

I guess i will just wrap this unfinished post with a lot of loves and hugs~ haha... Sounds so eww... haha.. but oh well, if you like it, HUGS AND KISSES!! :D hehe... See you soon~ hope i have to inclination to start another random post! haha... God bless~ :D

Saturday, May 31, 2008

Time for ONE! :D

So how long have i been gone from this blogging life of mine?? haha... Too long i guess. I see that my previous post was on April~ That's very long even for me. My my, where did i go to anyway? What was i doing all this time? Why only now would i write a post? Why are you reading to all my question anyway? haha... Guess you can't do anything cause what i write, you read. :p So yeah, keep on reading~ You know you want to~~ :p

Well, my birthday just passed 3 days ago and now i am currently plus one my last number of the age group~ I am now have my own freedom and i can basically stand on my own without anyone chaining me down anymore. Well not that i was chained down by anyone particularly but i guess i am now out of my parent's protection and currently, i can fly cause my wings are harden. You guessed it, my age is what you guess it is. :D Easy maths isn't it?? Hmmm, i thought i should give you a harder one so that you will actually sit down and figure my age~ haha.. Guess i am not that mean to begin with~ Haha... :p

So on my birthday, i had a lovely time with my friends. To actually begin the day, it started with messages wishing me happy birthdays by my friends from Australia. Then came from my sister in Brunei and lots more. The wishes kept coming in and i was happy cause a lot of my friends wished me happy birthday~ :D Even though they are not here personally, i thank you for their thoughts of me everyday~ :D You guys are the best! I guess i got over 20 messages wishing me happy birthday. I am so happy that i didn't even deleted one of them yet. Hehe... I really appreciate all your thoughts and messages. Thank you! :D

To top it off, when i went over to my student's house, they surprised me with a birthday cake. It was an oreo cheese cake!! Oh my, it was delicious!! It really fills the stomach and man, was i filled up to the brim. Then after that, i had to leave cause i had to meet up with my friend Michelle and Ms Lydia~ Then i had more to eat and Ms Lydia treat us for that wonderful desert~ haha... And a shout out to congratulate her because she is getting married!! hehehe... What wonderful of events~~ hehe... Then later in the night, my friends who came back from their studies organized a bbq party for me. It was awesome and they bought everything. All i had to do was to provide space, chair, table and light. Haha... Awesome friends they are. We ate and talked and played until midnight. Then later we went out and played at a cyber cafe until 3 something in the morning. I had to work actually but it's only for one day i guess. So yeah, it was awesome! :D

I also want to thank God for giving me strength the next day and not making fall asleep after only just two hours of sleep. Then i worked the whole day and i was still strong and very much alive. I thought i would be a sleep walker by afternoon. Really thanked God for all the wonders He had done~ :D Then i actually went and played basketball and after that had dinner with my family. This was their treat cause it was my birthday. So i was fed all this three days with lots of yummy goodies~~ haha.. I do wonder if i gain weight already. Then i guess i better start doing more exercise~ haha... If not, i will become very cute again!! hahaha... :p

So this year my birthday was wonderful and awesome~ I thank you all for your lovely wishes and gifts. Everyone of you are important to me and i thank you and appreciate all of you~ :D Well you guys made my birthday very memorable! hehe... Thanks and hope to see all you soon! hehe... I better get some rest cause now it's actually 1 42 am in the morning and i actually waiting for my hair to dry so that i can sleep. haha... Take care and have fun! God bless you all!

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

The return!

Hey all! XD... Thanks for visiting my blog once again and i am sorry if you saw no update lately cause i really haven't been coming in my blog to blog about stuff. So if you are disappointed, let's just say, you won't be anymore for a while? =P

So the previous post was written in March and it is maybe more or less one month til this post. I think? I didn't really check the date on the precious post. Guess i am really a bit lazy to do stuff. Glad i ain't that way while working. If i was, I would been have kicked out for the utter complete laziness. Just to say, i still work. Hahaha... Not being a showoff or anything but sometimes, it's nice to comfort yourself with this kind of encouragement! hahaha...

Enough talk, so i am here today to blog about what has been recently going on in my all so happy life of mine! hehe... Currently still working from Monday to Friday. Maybe sometimes Saturday too but that happen often as i tend to finish all my work on the weekdays before Saturday so that i can have that day free! :D It pays to be hardworking sometimes. XP So basically i am always free on the weekends. God has bless me with this wonderful job of only five times a week and gave me two days off. Praise the Lord always! :D

So after work i will go play some basketball with my friends if they invite me to go and play. If no message comes, it will be home and just be on the computer trying to find something nice to do. Most probably just go online and search for some stuff and then offline. It's kind of frustrating when you have all the technology but yet still be bored. What a disappointment in human advancement! hahaha... Not saying anything but it is just too good to let that slip~ :P

Oh, i am gaining weight in a slow way. Cool isn't it? Bet all my friends will be like: Now that's more like Derek! hahaha... Oh, maybe it will go until there but i am not sure. Or i will just be how i am now. Just average~ Whatever becomes becomes. Nothing to hope too much for. Fat is a blessing and so is slim. So whatever it is, just be happy you have a body that will move wherever you want it to move to. No need to expect too much from yourself but to be glad you have a functional body. Xp

So i receive a comment on what to do when i am bored on my last post and here it is.
"i wish i have enough time to enjoy being bored :)
i know twin .. you can do all the funs stuff i dont have time to do:)
1. run in the rain
2. play on the beach
3. make yummy cocktails and chat with friends
4. watch movies
5. learn how to shoot a gun
6. write long letters and post them to old friends
7. find pretty, bright and cute buttons
8.find fashonable antique brooches
9. read an interesting book
10.find a boyfiend ;P in your case ill make an exception u can find a girl :D
love you D ! hope you can find something interesting to do
DR N"

Thank you DR N! This suggestion that you have given me i will put it in my mind and will do it if i can! :D Hope you don't mind i use your comment to be a little blog post content! hahaha... So if i was to say, i did the 1st, 2nd, and 4th. The others, i think i will have to invest time to do those. Time to plan plan plan! :D The 3rd will require some practice before i invite anyone because i haven't shake up a cocktails in years. The 5th will have to wait until i get to go to a shooting range to have fun. The 6th will require someone who is willing to write letters with me and my letters are mostly long! hahaha... The 7th will have to wait as i do not know where to find those that yet but will tell you when i do. The 8th will require some time as antiques are hard to obtain even if you do find one. I will give everyone if i do manage to find some. The 9th, i will have to make myself interested in reading books first before that comes to past! haha... The last, well, i will wait until God gives me the right one and make the move when He tells me too. I am not rushed by this cause i have my friends! Will tell if i do find my special one! Hehe...

So yeah, so that is my reply to you my twin! hehe... hope you read this post! Well, i am off to play some basketball as i have a message. hehe... Have fun and take care! God bless all! :D

Saturday, March 15, 2008

Boing!

Time has once again made its move on me. It had no mercy upon the little poor me. I am now in the timezone which cannot be returned unless something miraculous happens. In this state now, I don't think anything would happen.

I can't really complain either because if time was to wait for me, i would be so out of date in my mind to be in parallel with the world now. I would be still be 6 and 20 years already went by. But who am i to say? I am somewhat in that kind of situation. What am i talking about? Hmm, interesting statement eh? But to those who knows this author, they will nodding their head in agreement. LOL!

Okay, enough with the silly little introduction. I guess that was just to have a little fun in the beginning where it had nothing to do with what i want to write later on the post. So onto the post. It has been quite a while since i last posted something on my blog and i really appreciate you who always come and check my blog even though i did not update. For that i thank you very much! :D I do wish to know who you are but maybe it is just a passer by. A blog hopper. But in any case, it doesn't really matter cause i thought, no one will actually go check my blog. So i guess that encouraged me to make this post. :D

Well, about my life ongoing, i am currently working and loving it. Will be out of training by the end of this month. Can't wait for it to come. Then i can like work with pay! :D Although, i am getting paid too while on training! Praise the Lord for His blessings! :D I work the normal working hours just that my work place is a bit far from my house. The only dislike of going to my work place is the traffic. Either than that, i am pretty much happy about everything. Sure the traffic is heavy but sometimes, it's a good thing cause you get to see your surroundings and check it out instead of just driving by all the beauty.

Basically, that's my daily routine of Monday to Friday and during the weekends, i just stay home and relax and if there are invitations of stuff to do, normally i will just go and join that activity cause it tends to be a little boring at home. :P Life is wonderful but only if you want it to be. More or less, life goes on with the same stuff going on everyday and to make it fun, you will have to go outside the box and let loose. That's all. Nothing to it eh? You got that right! Just in case you don't follow, do something crazy! hahaha....

Well, i better go now, need to do some gaming which i haven't been doing much lately. Told myself i will but in the end just watch tv. I am like, why do i make myself bored? Ha, it's the way of my life i guess? hahaha... oh well, have fun and take your time. Will be posting soon i guess? Later!

Saturday, February 16, 2008

Back for one?

Hello there readers! If there is any. Haha... But anyways, i am back for just one post i think. Or maybe i will post more if i have more time to do it. I do not know my own timing but i am sure i will be back one day or another. Do feel free to drop by and check eh? Haha... Just kidding. Whenever you feel like checking then come on back! You are all welcome! :D hahaha...

Well, life for me has been so so for the time being. I praise God that i have a job while waiting to go to Germany and yeah, enjoying every moment of my life. It is fun to be working at my work place which is my vocational school that i studied at. I am currently working there as a trainer. You can say it is like a teacher. So yeah, i have students. Hahaha... didn't expect that either but it's alright once you get the hang of it all. Working is hard work but as you enjoy while you work, it is not that bad. You might get bullied by your students which mine does a bit and get asked by lots of question that sometimes you might not know the answers yourself too. Interesting and challenging cause dealing with people is just that. So yeah, that's my life now currently.

As for the past few weeks, it was chinese new year and still is till next thursday. Then two days before was valentine's day. So very busy people with their own stuff to do. As for my chinese new year, i went back to my father's hometown and celebrated it there. Fireworks were everywhere. All you can see after the aftermath was a cloud of pure sulfur. Even the fireworks that went up in the smoke, you could barely see the firework properly. It was that thick. I was actually sleeping when all of that happened. Then how did i know all this? Well, my sister and brother took a video of it and showed it to me the next day. It's a normal sight in the streets of Sarikei on the night of Chinese New Years' eve. When it strikes midnight, the night skies become a beautiful canvas of open splash art that only lingers for one to three seconds. Awesome isn't it?

As to say, we got our red packets by all our relatives as this is a tradition to the chinese people. This is the happiest times in a kid's life. I wouldn't doubt it for anything cause i was the happy kid myself too and still am! hahaha... Why? cause the red packets are blessings from everyone and you only get them during chinese new year. It's so cool. I got more than ten i guess. Doesn't really matter how much i got but yeah, it's still a blessing right? hahaha... So yeah, i won't be telling you how much i got! hahaha... evil! :D

What else happened? Oh, valentine's day was okay and i didn't get anything if any of you was wondering. All i had was just greetings. hahaha... It was all good! haha... nothing much from that day so ain't going to elaborate on it. I had a normal day which is to go to work and get back home. That is all. So no more question on that! haha... So i think i will have to go now as i have to entertain guests that are coming to the house! Help! haha... have fun now!

Monday, January 21, 2008

I'm IT! :p

Bold the statements that are true for you.
Italicise the statements that you wish are true.
Leave the fibs alone.
Then, tag 5 people to do the same test.

I miss somebody right now.
I do not watch tv these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games. -Mostly RPGS!
I have tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy. -When required! :P
I have changed mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I curse.
I'm totally smart. -Everybody is! :D
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.

I talk really, really fast. -Depends~
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller ID.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don't hate anyone.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I'm shy around members of the opposite sex.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I have tried alcohol before.
I own the South Park movie.
I would die for my best friend. -All my friends! Not just best friends!
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I am happy at this moment.
I'm obsessed with girls.
I'm obsessed with boys.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I study for tests most of the time.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing. -Tell me more!
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake's slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
I have jazz in my blood.
Climbing trees is a brilliant pastime.
I wear a toe ring.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I am an adrenaline junkie.
I love being happy.

People to tag... Anyone~ :p

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

Hello~ =D

Hey all! hehe... Sorry for the lack of blog much. Was kind of busy and i didn't think i will be like updating now. I have thought of like make this blog disappear from this online community but i think i will update every once in a while. I don't know when but i think i will in due time! haha...

So lately i have been like waiting for the National Service stuff to like go in and get done with the training but it seems that they like delaying. I kept calling and they asked me to like call another date and confirm for places. So today i called again and this time they say, if there are any places for you, we will contact you. Okay, fine, i will wait. So i am like giving them another few days of calling me or contacting me. If not, i will be like going to go find a job and work. I don't think these people will actually call me so yeah, best of luck yet.

Currently very free and got nothing much to do but to just relax and enjoy and soon will be very busy i think. Maybe because of the job that i will be doing later in the future. Maybe of some other stuff that is coming my way. Ah, who knows? When it comes, it comes. That time, just face it like i face everything until now. I don't know what to expect. So i will just let God do the rest for He know best. Praise the Lord! :D

Another year has gone by and it was fun. Lots of stuff happened but it was definitely fun. Interestingly, I get holidays this time. God is really good to me! Thank you God! hehe... As for the year ahead, which is this year, God will guide my way! :D hehehe... Take care now. I don't know when i will be back to like state something here. It might be a first and a last? Want to take a bet in it? hahaha...